I’m Back!

I took a small break, during my break a lot happened, But I missed writing in general, My laptop charger broke and I can’tĀ find my other laptop charger, but things always have a way of working out.

I hate this time of the year, its not warm enough to have a beach day, yet not cool enough to sit around a fire in sweats drinking warm apple cider. Not just that though its the time of year I hate most because its getting close to my birthday, and since my mother is no longer around no one is here to remember my age, favorite color, favorite cake flavor, and most importantly remember the actual day I was born, to be honest my father hasn’t remembered in 6 years, and my husband? he wouldn’t remember if it was on his calendar and had 5 set reminders.

I know this post was very much all over the place, but prepare for better post and pictures maybe some Diy’s or a video even. Alright?

Well until next time Bye Bye!

 

It has been a while.

Why hello there,

I Know it has been a moment, but I needed a small time to think about where I wanted things to go with my writing and with my health, I was in a bad point and I had no idea what I wanted to do, But I finally feel something when I write now I feel like my heart is truly in what I am writing, I know it sounds kind of dumb but I finally feel like I am meant to do something besides take care of people and my house.

I am sorry for the wait and a very short post I will post something better tomorrow evening, or sooner.

until then little birdies.

More than I can handle.

Hello there,

After quiet a few updates to our house, and A lot of other things going on in my life, My other brother, Now 38 is moving in this weekend after my sons birthday party, I am sitting in my office looking at the ceiling ready to cry because without my mother I feel like I should be there to take care of my family, Even though most people wouldn’t do that for this much family, I know my mom would have, and that makes me want to, we have a big enough house, its just I feel like I don’t have ANY privacy in my own house.

I am sorry for this kind of rant but I needed a little venting, I will have a better post soon, I promise.

Until then Little Birdies.

3:01A.M.

Well hello there,

As you see by the title it is 3:01 A.M. as I am writing this, I have had a realization recently that prompted me to make quiet a few changes in my life, I changed my house, I changed my wardrobe (I hardly have any clothes left), I changed my hair, and I changed my eating habits, I use to hate change, if anything in my life would change I would have panic attacks and I would freak out, but having my life turned upside down this last year has made me realize holding onto everything isn’t always the best thing to do, so I started by sorting out all of my clothes and old stuff, I had to rent a huge dumpster to get rid of it all, but I noticed that I like my life a lot more now that I have started to unclutter my house and life, I use to never believe people when they say things won’t always be as bad as they we’re, but it is true although life is still throwing HUGE curve balls I can say It wasn’t as bad as it was before.

Until next time Little Birdies.

 

I am so sorry

Well Hello there,

It has been a little while since I got on my computer sat down and had something I actually felt like writing about, I started writing stories and one of them turned out great, and I recently took some time to try to get my life straightened out, I have Re-done my room painted and got all new furniture, I am also starting to re-do our living room, dinning room, and kitchen, sorry I was so busy with all of this and planning my sons first birthday party which is coming up this coming Saturday, so expect more to come in the next few weeks.

 

Until next time little birdies.

Is It Time.

Why hello there little birdies,

I write this from a new place, I got a new office room(one of our over-sized closets) So as you read the title Is It Time, I was sitting in My Husband and I’s kitchen when My brother (He is 20 now) And his girlfriend and 4 of there friends come in the house being extremely noisy, and pushing each-other then they run up the stairs (Keep in mind My sons room is right next to the spare one they are staying in) they had scared him awake from his nap, and Made me extremely angry because they know My sons sleeping schedule, And they still do stuff like that, My husband thinks it is time to kick them out but I don’t think they could make it without our help. I am sorry for this post being mostly a rant but I will hopefully be back soon with a better post after my mind clears room.

Bye-bye for now little birdies.

Valentines Day.

Hello little birdies it’s me again, how are you? how was your weekend?

With Valentines day tomorrow as a wife I am to be romantic and think of all these cool ideas of how to spend our day, my sister is taking our baby for the day and all I can think about doing is going to the store and cleaning the house, is that bad? all of my friends (even the ones with kids) are going out to eat and to the movies, I feel like I have aged 30 years in the past few months, but anyways this was a very short post/question post how are you guys spending your Valentines day?

My first post!

Hey People,

 

I know there is probably no one reading this but I guess this is me talking to myself, It has been A year since I gave birth to my first son and I know some people will say “its only been a year, you are so young what do you know.” Well I know I am very young (only 18 years old) but in the time I was pregnant and postpartum I was hit by a semi-truck of real life, postpartum depression, losing my mother, having my father, brother, and his girlfriend living with Me and My now husband, it was a lot to learn how to handle all while taking care of a crazy little man, and planning a wedding but I did manage to get threw it all, there are still obstacles A head of me but I hope if anyone is reading this you will come along for the ride, I will post at least Once a week.

Until then Little birdies, Heads up.