It has been a while.

Why hello there,

I Know it has been a moment, but I needed a small time to think about where I wanted things to go with my writing and with my health, I was in a bad point and I had no idea what I wanted to do, But I finally feel something when I write now I feel like my heart is truly in what I am writing, I know it sounds kind of dumb but I finally feel like I am meant to do something besides take care of people and my house.

I am sorry for the wait and a very short post I will post something better tomorrow evening, or sooner.

until then little birdies.

More than I can handle.

Hello there,

After quiet a few updates to our house, and A lot of other things going on in my life, My other brother, Now 38 is moving in this weekend after my sons birthday party, I am sitting in my office looking at the ceiling ready to cry because without my mother I feel like I should be there to take care of my family, Even though most people wouldn’t do that for this much family, I know my mom would have, and that makes me want to, we have a big enough house, its just I feel like I don’t have ANY privacy in my own house.

I am sorry for this kind of rant but I needed a little venting, I will have a better post soon, I promise.

Until then Little Birdies.

Is It Time.

Why hello there little birdies,

I write this from a new place, I got a new office room(one of our over-sized closets) So as you read the title Is It Time, I was sitting in My Husband and I’s kitchen when My brother (He is 20 now) And his girlfriend and 4 of there friends come in the house being extremely noisy, and pushing each-other then they run up the stairs (Keep in mind My sons room is right next to the spare one they are staying in) they had scared him awake from his nap, and Made me extremely angry because they know My sons sleeping schedule, And they still do stuff like that, My husband thinks it is time to kick them out but I don’t think they could make it without our help. I am sorry for this post being mostly a rant but I will hopefully be back soon with a better post after my mind clears room.

Bye-bye for now little birdies.

My first post!

Hey People,

 

I know there is probably no one reading this but I guess this is me talking to myself, It has been A year since I gave birth to my first son and I know some people will say “its only been a year, you are so young what do you know.” Well I know I am very young (only 18 years old) but in the time I was pregnant and postpartum I was hit by a semi-truck of real life, postpartum depression, losing my mother, having my father, brother, and his girlfriend living with Me and My now husband, it was a lot to learn how to handle all while taking care of a crazy little man, and planning a wedding but I did manage to get threw it all, there are still obstacles A head of me but I hope if anyone is reading this you will come along for the ride, I will post at least Once a week.

Until then Little birdies, Heads up.