It has been a while.

Why hello there,

I Know it has been a moment, but I needed a small time to think about where I wanted things to go with my writing and with my health, I was in a bad point and I had no idea what I wanted to do, But I finally feel something when I write now I feel like my heart is truly in what I am writing, I know it sounds kind of dumb but I finally feel like I am meant to do something besides take care of people and my house.

I am sorry for the wait and a very short post I will post something better tomorrow evening, or sooner.

until then little birdies.


More than I can handle.

Hello there,

After quiet a few updates to our house, and A lot of other things going on in my life, My other brother, Now 38 is moving in this weekend after my sons birthday party, I am sitting in my office looking at the ceiling ready to cry because without my mother I feel like I should be there to take care of my family, Even though most people wouldn’t do that for this much family, I know my mom would have, and that makes me want to, we have a big enough house, its just I feel like I don’t have ANY privacy in my own house.

I am sorry for this kind of rant but I needed a little venting, I will have a better post soon, I promise.

Until then Little Birdies.

Valentines Day.

Hello little birdies it’s me again, how are you? how was your weekend?

With Valentines day tomorrow as a wife I am to be romantic and think of all these cool ideas of how to spend our day, my sister is taking our baby for the day and all I can think about doing is going to the store and cleaning the house, is that bad? all of my friends (even the ones with kids) are going out to eat and to the movies, I feel like I have aged 30 years in the past few months, but anyways this was a very short post/question post how are you guys spending your Valentines day?